Lyrics
Winterfield
Lyrics
Official Winterfield lyrics · Words & music by Paul Cardall
Album · 12 Songs
We Held On
1. Lost
I’m a little bit lost,
I’m a little bit cold.
I’m a little bit tired
of being alone.
And I don’t know where to go,
and I don’t know what to do.
I’m just a little bit lost
without you.
I’m a little bit scared,
I’m a little bit weak.
I’m a little bit quiet
when I should speak.
And I don’t know where to go,
and I don’t know what to do.
I’m just a little bit lost
without you.
2. Love Her Like A Forest
She moves like morning through the pines
Soft light finding its way inside
Some days quiet, some days wide
Full of echoes, full of life
You don’t rush what’s growing slow
You don’t ask the wild to show
Every step you learn to tread
Where the roots are deep instead
Love her like a forest
Let her breathe, let her grow
Walk soft through the silence
Leave the good things alone
She’s not yours to capture
She’s not yours to explain
If you love her like a forest
She’ll stay
There are seasons she won’t speak
Only wind and falling leaves
Times she’s burning full and bright
Times she’s holding all her light
You don’t fear the dark she brings
There’s a truth in quiet things
If you’re patient, if you wait
You’ll be met where shadows fade
Love her like a forest
Let her breathe, let her grow
Walk soft through the silence
Leave the good things alone
She’s not yours to conquer
She’s not yours to name
If you love her like a forest
She’ll stay
She can heal you, she can leave you
She will keep you in her heart
She remembers what you forget
She will know you, every part
3. I Need A Doctor
She asked me for the space,
said I should go away.
I packed a quiet bag
with words I couldn’t say.
I told her I was leaving,
I felt it break in two.
I still could say I loved her,
but didn’t know what was true.
They say I need a doctor,
they say I’ve lost my way.
I don’t feel like I’m broken,
just trying how to stay.
I don’t need diagnosing,
I need a steady hand,
a little patient kindness,
someone who understands.
I’m walking through the fire,
but I’m not running blind.
There’s love I’m still holding,
there’s peace I’m trying to find.
If letting go is mercy,
then let it come in time.
I’m learning how to carry
a heart that isn’t mine.
Fifteen days of silence,
a house that isn’t home.
They tell me, “wait it out,”
but I don’t want alone.
I met someone who saw me,
but wouldn’t let me stay,
said, “go and fix what’s broken
before you walk away.”
I’m walking through the fire,
but I’m not running blind.
There’s love I’m still holding,
there’s peace I’m trying to find.
If letting go is mercy,
then let it come in time.
I’m learning how to carry
a heart that isn’t mine.
My daughters are the sunlight
that finds me in the waves,
the air inside my lungs
when I forget I’m saved.
I tried to hold the hurting
of everyone I knew,
but I was barely breathing
trying to pull them through.
Woah… woah… woah…
Woah… woah… woah…
4. We Held On
We held on,
we held on.
Woah, woah.
Leaning out the window,
summer on our skin.
You were laughing easy
like we’d just begin.
Every road was open,
every sky was wide.
Every breath between us
felt like we could fly.
We were young,
we were wild in the light.
Never thought we’d have to
learn to fight.
We held on through the doubt and the pain,
through the silence, through the rain.
Yeah, we held on when it bent, when it frayed,
through the ways we broke, through the love we made.
Then the light shifted,
showed us what we missed,
all the quiet distance
in a moment’s drift.
Nights we turned away,
hearts too proud to speak,
trying just to win,
losing what we need.
I’ve seen you in the dark,
I’ve seen the weight.
Still there’s something here
we couldn’t walk away from.
I’ve seen every scar,
every mistake.
Still there’s something here
we’re holding on to.
We held on through the doubt and the pain,
through the silence, through the rain.
Yeah, we held on when it bent, when it frayed,
through the ways we broke, through the love we made.
We held on,
we held on,
through the love we made.
Not the start we imagined,
just the love we made.
5. Hands On My Head
Dad’s hands on my head,
said, “Stand tall, son.”
My first suit,
my shoes shined up.
Truth felt simple,
the world felt kind.
Twelve years old,
his faith was mine.
That summer came,
my shirt was green.
A patch, a promise,
the sky was clean.
We rode east
to the city’s fire,
where noise and light
could lift or tire.
Am I safe?
Will the ground stay still?
Will the boy who left
know his father still?
Life don’t fit
the shape I knew,
but his hands are steady,
they pull me through.
He was me once,
young and proud.
Worked all night,
never said it loud.
Said, “Pain will teach
what words can’t find,”
and “quiet hearts
see God in time.”
Am I safe?
Will the ground stay still?
Will the boy who left
find his father’s will?
Life don’t fit
the shape I knew,
but his voice is steady,
time pulls me through.
When the dark says, “Stand,”
I hear, “You can.”
Same blood, same prayer,
same open hand.
Am I safe?
Will the ground stay still?
Will the boy who left
do his father’s will?
Life don’t fit
the shape I knew,
but his voice is steady,
love pulls me through.
6. America
They left home with a suitcase
and a prayer some didn’t trust,
heading north toward America
like pilgrims made of dust.
My mother said, “They’ll fear them, son,
that’s the way it’s always been.
Every stranger gets a story
long before they settle in.”
And she was right about the hunger,
right about the open hand,
how the welcome turns to silence
when their footprints hit the land.
But she smiled like she’d seen centuries
written in a single face.
“Every person learns they’re hated
’til the next ones take their place.”
Oh, this land keeps drawing borders
where no river ever ran,
naming strangers in the shadows
while it steals them for its plan.
But they walked on through the whisper,
through the cold and through the dust,
knowing someone must be hated
so the others can adjust.
I’ve met men from every country,
women carved from every mile,
heard the tremble in their stories,
saw the fear behind each smile.
We were brothers in the waiting room
of a dream half-earned, half-owed,
each the villain for a moment
on somebody’s crowded road.
And maybe that’s the history
we inherit in our bones,
that the lost arrive as strangers
’til their children call it home.
Oh, this land keeps drawing borders
where the wild winds should be free,
but the hated turn to neighbors
when the next ones cross the sea.
And I walk on with the others,
every color, every trust,
knowing someone must be different
’til the world belongs to us.
7. The River
I met the river first
cold morning on the ridge.
It whispered, “Lay your burdens down
like stones beneath this bridge.”
I’d carried years away,
old anger, quiet fear,
but something in that water said,
“You’re safe to wander here.”
So I’ll love with open hands
like breath that isn’t mine.
A heart grows where it stands
in borrowed light and time.
And who I am is carried
returning to the shore.
Oh God, teach me to love
the way I knew before.
I walked a dusty road
where winter kissed the pines.
A stranger shared a crust of bread
and stories from his life.
He said, “Love breaks you down,
but breaking lets you see.
The cracks will show the hidden truth
between you and me.”
So I’ll love with open hands
like breath that isn’t mine.
A heart grows where it stands
in borrowed light and time.
And who I am is carried
returning to the shore.
Oh God, teach me to love
the way I knew before.
At dusk the sky turned gold,
a lamp on every hill.
I felt the ache of letting go,
the part that fought me still.
But love is not a fence,
it’s wind across the land,
a prayer moving through broken things
still asking for your hand.
So I’ll love with open hands
like breath that isn’t mine.
A heart grows where it stands
in borrowed light and time.
And who I am is carried
returning to the shore.
Oh God, teach me to love
with open hands once more.
8. She’s All of Me
She fills my days,
the dark and clear.
In every breath,
she’s always near.
Her quiet presence
colors my view,
and every moment
comes back to you.
She walks my sorrow,
she lifts my light.
She knows my weakness,
she stays the night.
Her silent courage
moves through my veins,
and where I’m breaking
she bears the strain.
She’s all of my living,
my joy and my pain.
I lose and I find her
again and again.
In fire and stillness,
in wrong and in right,
she’s there in the falling,
she’s there in the rise.
She stands in laughter,
she weeps in loss.
She bears the beauty,
she bears the cost.
Her faithful heartbeat
moves through my soul,
and loving her slowly
has made me whole.
She’s all of my living,
my joy and my pain.
I lose and I find her
again and again.
In fire and stillness,
in wrong and in right,
she’s there in the falling,
she’s there in the rise.
She’s in the breaking,
she’s in the peace.
She’s in the holding,
she’s in every heartbeat.
9. The Mount
I learned it from the ones who waited
while the louder voices won,
hands still open at the table
when there wasn’t much to come.
They never fought to be believed,
they never sharpened what they knew.
They carried kindness like a burden,
they were willing to walk through.
Bless the ones who don’t push forward,
who don’t need to draw a line.
Bless the hearts that bend instead of breaking
every time.
It’s the quiet ones who hold the ground
when the rest of us let go.
They’re building something deeper
where no one’s keeping score.
If you’re tired of the winning,
if you’re done with being strong,
there’s a mercy that keeps breathing
even when everything’s gone.
It doesn’t ask to be remembered,
it doesn’t need a name.
It just stays when others leave.
That’s the only way.
Bless the ones who don’t push forward,
who don’t need to draw a line.
Bless the hearts that bend instead of breaking
every time.
It’s the quiet ones who hold the ground
when the rest of us let go.
They’re building something deeper
where no one’s keeping score.
10. Nobody Lives Here
Nobody lives here,
just the chair by the window,
and a Bible left open
where I marked what I don’t know.
Nobody lives here.
The floors keep my secrets,
every step knows my weight,
and the mirror forgives me
like it’s tired of debate.
Yeah, the floors keep my secrets.
In my chest there’s a hallway,
full of doors that won’t open,
full of prayers I half-spoken,
and dreams left unchosen.
In my chest there’s a hallway.
I still chase every answer
like a moth to a flame,
thinking truth is a candle
that could whisper my name.
I still chase every answer.
But the dust in the sunlight
knows better than me.
It dances for nothing,
it just wants to be free.
In my chest there’s a hallway,
full of silence and mercy,
full of ghosts that still love me,
and a God who deserts me.
In my chest there’s a hallway.
In my chest there’s a hallway.
11. Let’s Go Fishing
We were out where the river bends,
two cheap rods and a couple friends.
You said, “I swear she was the one.”
I said, “Yeah… till the next one comes.”
But you got quiet, looked away,
said, “No, not like her… not the same.”
Let’s go fishing
for the one that got away.
You won’t find another,
no, there’s nothing quite the same.
We can laugh about it,
but we both know what you’ll say.
Let’s go fishing,
you might catch one like her today.
You had her there on the line,
right place, wrong kind of time.
Now she’s somewhere you can’t go,
and it’s the one thing that you know.
Every time you tell the tale,
your voice drops when you say her name.
Let’s go fishing
for the one that got away.
You won’t find another,
no, there’s nothing quite the same.
We can laugh about it,
but we both know what you’ll say.
Let’s go fishing,
you might catch one like her today.
Hey—
some don’t come back with the tide,
some just slip right through your life.
And no matter what you do,
you don’t get a second try.
Let’s go fishing
for the one that got away.
You won’t find another,
no, there’s nothing quite the same.
We still talk about her
like she’s just a cast away.
Let’s go fishing,
you might catch one like her today.
12. Welcome to Heaven
When I got to heaven,
I found me a flame,
picked up a log,
carved out my name.
“Put another one on,”
he said with a grin.
“Sit down, kid,
there’s room, come on in.”
Black coat glowing
in the firelight,
said, “It’s a ring of fire,”
smiled just right.
No reservations,
no velvet rope,
just pull in close
and feel at home.
We’ll be laughing at the stories we told,
watching that fire turn silver and gold.
Nobody leaving, nobody alone,
biggest circle we’ve ever known.
If you got a story, go on, step in,
pull up a chair, welcome to heaven.
Welcome to heaven.
Man in black said, “I walked the line,”
tipped his hat, said, “Took my time.”
Haggard laughed, said, “Mama tried,”
still made peace on the other side.
Waylon leaned back, low and slow,
said, “I’ve always been this way, you know.”
We all smiled, let it ring,
truth don’t need much explaining.
We’ll be laughing at the stories we told,
watching that fire turn silver and gold.
Nobody leaving, nobody alone,
biggest circle we’ve ever known.
If you got a story, go on, step in,
pull up a chair, welcome to heaven.
Welcome to heaven.
Album · 10 Songs
Wayfaring Christian
1. The Moth
We were born in borrowed sermons
Taught to tremble, taught to pray
Told the shadows had their masters
And the good would find their way
But we ran from what they whispered
We lit fires just to see
Every fear they swore would break us
Built the bones of who we’d be
We fell, and fell, and fell again
Till falling was all we knew
But the ground became a gentler friend
Than faith we never grew
And now I see the dark’s not wrong
It’s where the light learns to survive
A moth among the butterflies
The years have carved our faces open
Like the bark that splits in spring
There’s a peace that doesn’t beg for meaning
Just a song the silence sings
We chased the sun, we burned our wings
We learned the night won’t bite
All the demons we were running from
Were just stars without the light
We fell, and fell, and fell again
Till falling felt like flight
The dark is not a place to fear
It’s the home that holds the light
And no one sees the truth I find
A moth among the butterflies
Let them keep their holy skies
I’ll take the dark where beauty hides
2. Set Me Free
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3. Not All Who Wander Are Lost
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4. Hung Our Hearts
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5. Love Breaks You Down
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6. She Still Knows My Name
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7. No Fists
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8. She Is Fire
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9. I Wanted You Happy
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10. Wayfaring Christian
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